Thursday 30 June 2011

Something good, something bad

1. Good things:
  I've just finish the 4th year at university (still have 1 year left but it's not a big deal cause my marks r really cool, so i don't have to worry so much about graduating things) and i'm having a great hot summer waiting for me now >0<. Although i don't have enough money to travel to swhere far away from Hanoi, i'm happy about the small trip to the sea in the next few weeks. And my English class have to wait for me till I come back :)). I can't focus on IELTS cause there r thousands of attractive summer plans in my head now. The only one thing i can do is that going to some English speaking club for practicing my bad speaking skill T.T. I went to AC in thursday n friday's afternoons (but not frequently) and to Galec2 usually at 6.30p.m thursday. I think i will go to Seamap club again (like i did before having interesting infomation about Galec2 club :)) - i'm such an unfaithful person :)) ).
2. Bad things:
  My English speaking skill is still bad, bad, bad.... really bad.... T.T. The faster i wanted to improve it , the worse ability i got. The question is why? and how can it become worse than ever? T.T.
I realise that i'm not good at anything. Speaking, Thinking, Comumicating, even driving car n motorbike T.T.
When did i become a loser that i didn't know?
Moreover, the worst thing ever is that i'm careless to the kind of clothers i wear. I didn't pay enough attention to my looks. It's too bad!!!!!!!!!!!! n i'm so upset about it. I'm stupid to think that i'm pretty when the truth is i'm not. Now look at my wardrobe, i can't find anything mature  to wear. All of my Tshirt have some animals in its (pig, dog, dolphin, minnie mouse n even mermaid :((((((((((((((((. its all childish things. T.T. People keep telling me that I'm cute baby faced girl, I'm like a baby... T.T. Yes, I agreed that last year i still didn't want to grow up anymore... However, the fact that i'm always like a primary student is really hurt T.T. And when i'm standing with my friends who r all grown-up, i seem lost T.T. Further more, my relationships with others r not good either because of that. I always act like a child. My friends treat me like a child 2. o m g!!!!!!!! why everything never follow the way i want. It always goes in the opposite side n I'm really mad. I always in a bad mood these days. ... Help meeeeeeeeeeeee! S.O.S